Leaving Town by Gary Cuba
Maria Gonzales threw on her threadbare housecoat and
wiped sleep from her eyes. She stumbled through the narrow trailer to
reach the front door. A light knocking had roused her, and she wondered
how long it had been going on.
She was groggy this morning from her
double shift at the diner yesterday. No matter, she thought. She needed
to get up anyway, to take care of her household chores. Sunday was the
only day she had to do them--any other day found her working, working,
working to make ends meet.
She opened the door and looked down at the
town's maintenance robot, Pete 4FV, standing on her tiny cinderblock
porch. A small cloth bag dangled from one of his appendages.
"Hola, little man," she said. "What brings
you to my home this morning?"
The 'bot shifted on his stubby legs, then
swiveled his stainless steel head up toward her face, fixing her with a
single dusty lens. "This entity wishes to bid you farewell, as it is in
the process of leaving town."
Maria issued a surprised grunt. "Leaving
us? Why? Where are you going?"
"To the first question: Yes. To the
second: To seek my true destiny. To the third: Westward! My employment
indenture contract was satisfied as of 12:01 a.m. this morning. After
twenty years of being tasked to the town, I am now classified as a free
sentient being."
"That's...muy bueno, Pete! Come inside for
a few minutes while I fix some coffee for myself. Can I get you anything
for your journey?"
The 'bot stumbled slightly as he took a
step up into the trailer's entrance, recovered, then stood inert beside
the door. "No, thank you, Maria. I am fully self-sufficient at this
time, operating at 64% of design capacity. The years have not gone by
without wreaking some significant functional loss, I fear. Unavoidable.
But not catastrophic."
Maria fetched a rumpled tissue from the
pocket of her housecoat and gently wiped the dust from Pete's viewing
lens before she closed the door and went into the kitchen area.
"Now 68%. Thank you, Maria. You have
always been kind to me. That is why I wanted to say goodbye to you by
way of physical proximity. To thank you for treating me kindly over the
span of my service time here."
Maria chuckled as she spooned out coffee
granules and poured water into her drip coffeemaker. "Pete, I really
don't know what you mean. I just say hello to you whenever we pass each
other in town. It's not like we've ever really talked."
"That is not a true statement, Maria. Four
years and seventy-two days ago, you asked me if I had found any good
garbage to dispose of. I answered 'I have found adequate discarded
material on this day cycle.' And then I thanked you for asking, and you
laughed. I retained that oral recording in long-term memory. It was
special to me. No one else had ever spoken to me before with such
kindness, such intimacy. Not in all my time here. And not since then."
The middle-aged woman stared at the little
'bot and slowly shook her head. "You poor soul," she said. "To have
endured such loneliness"
And then Maria began to recollect the
dreariness and drudgery of her own life in the town. It was not really
so much different for him than me, she thought. I'm an outsider too,
living in a place where everyone fears outsiders. Except, for her it
could never end. She was doomed to live out her lonely life in a town
filled with unfriendliness and disdain, overflowing with raw, hurtful
prejudice.
She'd never been accepted here. But the
memories of how she had ended up being trapped in this place brought her
too much pain; she closed her eyes and wiped the gathering moisture with
the tissue she still held in her hand.
"I am troubling you. I should leave now."
"No!" Maria said. "No, Pete, it's not you.
What are you carrying in your bolso, your sack?"
The 'bot lifted his bag and rummaged
through it with one of his free appendages. He pulled out a small broken
doll, a naked, pink torso of a plastic infant missing one arm and both
its legs. It was soiled and worn. "I found this item discarded in a
trash receptacle eight years and one hundred twenty days ago. Its eyes
seemed very human to me. The eyelids used to roll open and closed when I
tilted the doll on its axis. Now they no longer do so; they have lost
their functionality. I do not know why this artifact remains important
to me."
Pete laid the doll on the small dining
table next to the entryway and reached into the bag again. This time, he
retracted two worn playing cards.
"Jack of Spades and Queen of Hearts,"
Maria said. "Why do you keep those?"
"I create sequential heuristic images
using the figures on these cards. I think that is an analogue to what
you humans call 'stories.' Often, I associate the black card with my
self-referential circuits."
"Ah, so you are the Jack in your stories.
And who is your Queen?"
Pete shifted once on his short legs and
Maria heard a clacking sound coming from inside the 'bot's head.
"I cannot say with total reliability. I
sometimes associate the red card with my ultrasonic scan files of you,
Maria."
"What does this 'ultrasonic scan' mean,
amigo? Is it something dangerous?"
"No, no. It is a non-destructive sensing
technique for recognizing forms in all three dimensions. I have your
bodily conformation filed, along with those of the other town residents.
Yours is the most pleasing to me, so I refer to it often during my free
bus cycles." The 'bot paused a moment, then added: "However, virtual
files lack temporal and corporeal immediacy, so they are never fully
satisfying."
"You always talk so strangely! Is this
something I should be flattered about?"
Pete swiveled his retinal lens to look
directly at her. "Yes, I think that may be true. If the concept were to
be given enough extrapolative freedom." Another series of internal
clacks sounded.
Maria poured a cup of coffee and sat down
at the table. She sipped at the steaming cup and studied the little 'bot
as he returned the doll and the playing cards to his bag.
"Un momento, Pete," she said. She went
into the bedroom for a moment, then came back out holding a small color
photograph. It was a picture of herself, taken years before in her
hometown in Mexico, back when she still had the rosy, optimistic glow of
youth. Even so, it was the most recent one she had. "Maybe this will
help you make up better stories."
Pete reached out and carefully grasped the
photo using the finely articulated manipulators on the end of one of his
appendages. He held it in front of his viewing lens for a long moment,
then delicately placed the picture into his bag. He stretched his small
frame and seemed to grow an inch in height. "Thank you, Maria, for your
gift. It is my first one. It will be very suitable for the intended
purpose. I will remember you always. Be well. I depart now."
The maintenance robot reached up and
opened the creaky trailer door, then exited, navigating the steps of the
porch and moving slowly down the dusty pathway to the road that ran by
her trailer. From the doorway, Maria watched Pete's pathetic, small form
hobble off to meet its unknown destiny. She felt a sudden wave of
sadness sweep over her.
"Pete!" she called. The 'bot stopped and
swiveled his head around to look at her. "Maybe I can drive you to the
next town, save you some effort. And maybe after that we can travel
westward together for awhile. I...I think there are some new places I
want to see, too."
Pete 4FV hesitated for a moment before
answering her. "That will be acceptable to this entity," he said.
A half-hour later, Maria's ancient pickup
truck threw up clouds of roiling dust as it roared along the dry gravel
road, leaving town.
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